__ Wednesday, December 19, 2007 ;

dang dang dang!

happy birthday to me, happy birthday to me! happy birthday to me~~

lalaa, doh but still 3 more days..

hiak hiak

hehe got these from jocelyn, huiling, jaja, shujuan, step and ain~

ty all ;D

loves.. hehe

tingg ~
has flew away at 11:43 PM ;

__ Thursday, December 13, 2007 ;

sigh~ my world is in the MID BLACK PERIOD!

ever since i found out how i want my path to be...
ii know that in front there will be alot obstacle..
but can i pass through them? i really wonder..

firstly, i wish to persue multimedia and animation..
but my family situaton doesnt let me go ahead with it,
in another words, we are poor..
i wonder where i going to get the money for the studies, since i am also going into private uni which will be far more expensive..
should i wait? wait till i earn enuff money den i go persue my interest, my dreams?

another thing is my mom..
i think my family is naive, easily cheated by ppl..
recently she know this person from a network marketing company..
she been asking my mom to buy products, like facial, health etc..
and my mom been buying..
den suddenly she pop up and ask me to fill in this giro form..
saying that they will deposit money into the acc,
like real. isnt giro form for payment?
and i warn my mom that she shldnt GO FILL THE FORM.
and that idiot (my mom) went to fill the form up with the help of the sales person and even went to the bank to stamp on the form..
dumb. firstly, the company is not even registered,
and its a MLM company, network marketing company, how many can really be trusted??
i had been cheated once, cheated for $1,700 SGD,
but my mom, can it be worst? i dunno..

money money money,
money is impt i guess..
so my dreams.. will it be stuck?
i wonder..
sigh..

-confused, troubled, UPSET!

tingg ~
has flew away at 9:05 PM ;

__ Sunday, December 09, 2007 ;

woot, went to buy new shoe and a top for work..

urk! i din really wanna buy the top for work.. but u know..

once my mom NAG, SHE CANT STOP! ARGH.

the top was black in color but a little transparent.. but oh well

who would wanna see a fat n ugly gal? lol..

bought a new shoe, well the one on the bottom is MINE!

i love shoes with straps, but heels is better..

too bad i dunno how to wear heels..

always thinking if i wear heels it will break LOL!

coz fat!

the one on the top is my mom's , paid for her.. (I HAVEN CLAIM BACK!)

lols.. went NTUC afterwards.. dad was real nice..

he waited for me to buy shoe n shirt.. hehe

went NTUC and spent abt $99! omfg..

alot of things, yea some of it were mine..

lets see..

i bought MERCI coco, the triangle coco, mentos, ham, potato chips..

etc etc.. WOOT.

yum yum..

i think i am going to set a goal.. to see my determination..

well.. hmm lets see..

i shld try to plan for my future eh?

coz i know it gonna be a long and hard and terrible road ;)

tingg ~
has flew away at 10:28 PM ;

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dang dang dang!

this is jocelyn's gift.. a dress..

hehe, very pink.. her fav color..

had a long long LONG time searching for this..

cause she is quite tall, and because she is tall..

most dress look short on her..

but were glad that she like it ;D

very first time spent so much effort buying people's bday gift..

most of the time is other ppl choose i juz pay ^^;

but now i did contributed abit.. hehe..

weeeeee, feeling happy..

tingg ~
has flew away at 10:18 PM ;

__ Thursday, December 06, 2007 ;

so tired and sleeeeeepy~

i think i am a simple idiot.
one reason is,
i simply start falling in love with ppl who ttreat me nice.. (lol)
like an idiot.. probably coz not much people who will treat me nice..
im a saddist,
im fat and ugly ;D

been so tired, keep going out after work, not enough sleep...
i am a pig.. always not enough sleep..

these few days also not active on net, due to stupid bro's pc spoilt and repairing..
he keep use my laptop.. but oh well.. i dig $2 for each day he use my laptop ^.^
been so tied on budget..
december.. ARGH.. = pocket hole day..
christmas, birthdays.. etc etc.. ARGH..
so poor.. i haven even buy my comics for this month!
my 07-ghost is stuck! speciaal A is out and i haven buy it! ARGH!

buying more drama too ;D
keep keep keep..
:3 he jun xiang, my darling

tingg ~
has flew away at 9:31 PM ;

__ Monday, December 03, 2007 ;

omfg who is this!

its mike he jun xiang..

lols..

my new craze~

wo AI NI ~~~ lol

so handsome n cute :333

loveeees

im truely madly deeply crazily for him~

lol

tingg ~
has flew away at 9:05 PM ;

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omg, sry pals lazy blog haha..

last saturday went shopping with step, huiling and ain..

go city hall, orchard there walk walk..

but before that i went bugis alone and walk pass this shop

OMFG, WHY WHY LOVE @ $19.90

first thing that come to my mind is BUY!

after that before i went home..

buy papa bread for family..

cream puff..

yum yum.. looks nice ;D

tingg ~
has flew away at 8:58 PM ;

__ Saturday, December 01, 2007 ;

exciting and tired day today!

went for stock take,
woke up at 6.50am, coz was afraid that i would be late..
but omg.. cuz stupid bro say that sometimes its hard to catch a taxi on saturday morning,
so i went out early..
and i reach there at 8am when the meeting time was suppose to be 8.30am!
so gay!
shu juan's senior was super nice~ and pretty too,
yea learnt alot from her during stock take..!
and we chatted alot too.. haha..

i remember one horrible incident this morning .. lols..
while waiting for senior, there is this big big black dog running towards me..
so i hurry up and cross the road..
den awhile later, i think it shld be safe to cross back to road..
when the black dog ran back..
i was like wtf.. lols
so i stay at the ooposite road for 20min~ LOL..

borings at home, mom as usual is complaining non stop..
she keep listen to those ppl words and force them into my head..
i was trying to throw all my poly notes away but she dunno hear from who
and insist i keep it, its irritating.. ARGH.
i dun even fucking intend to continue accountancy, so WHY?
even if i am to continue, i don't think i need the notes isnt it? =,=
FRS, DO I NEED TO KEEP IT? i think i can throw it away -__-
stubborn as usual,
really, i think that there is one line that is true,
one wrong step may ruin ur life forever.
Firstly, it ruin 3 years of my life, SUFFERING
will it continue? i wonder..

tingg ~
has flew away at 10:05 PM ;