__ Friday, March 28, 2008 ;
YES, i have decided AGAIN, that i will blog again..
haha, but since i am lazy i guess soon this blog will be dead..
but at least now i know someone will read ;)
yes, my darling dddd, hahas..
she is back to phil for now, but i will wait for her to be back! yes i love her ;D
just a little update!
yes, i had finished my attachment long long long ago, and now currently working part time accountant CUM ADMIN at chinatown there, lols.
$6/hr, ok la i think not bad, coz hours are flexible, and can take leave just tell my manager, not really need to go through those standard process so is not that mafan, and also i was told that min work 6 hours, i eat liao go, den go home eat, save $$ from eatting ha, so poor lor.. hahas...
and then actually before that i had PLANS.
i was thinking of working back full time at MSLIM there and then study part time NAFA,
when i call her at mid feb, she said if i wanna work i just call her and i can start work, but mid feb was too early for me, i still wish to slack more, and i already plan to start work at beginning of march,
so when march is approaching, i called her and she told me FULL, she doesnt need staff at the moment, i was pretty pissed off and den she say ' if i employ you, you can start work immediately meh?' when i told her yes i can she like nothing to say anymore. WAS SO ANGRY.
anyway my plan failed, i always ALWAYS wanted to be animator de, hais.
but what to do, im too lazy, habit, cant change coz im lazy -_-,
when i look back, i always blame myself for choosing the wrong course, but who to blame?
only myself, i did not take the effort to go and find more about my interest at that time, the course i really wanna study, i just leave it as it is, thats y it turn out all so bad.
SO, in the end, i decided to go back accountancy, a DIP holder cant get me far,
my next plan was, study UNI, work earn more money, and then when i had enough i will go and fulfil my dream, but will that day ever come?
Due to the fact that i did not put in effort in my studies in POLY, i am so sure uni will reject me, so left with SIM, at least $24,000. My dad say he will loan to me, but, how long will i ever repay him? the amount aint small. By the time i return him finish all the money, will i have any left for my dream? to learn multimedia and animation? i dont know.
Sigh. sads lor.. but what to do leh, all my fault. my laziness KILLS. but then, im still LAZY. lol.
oh wells, got my results B+ GPA 3.5 ok lar my best so far.. LOL. but anyway still okok lar.
anyway i think i written 'quite' alot,
i'll save some for tomorrow, so TATA
loves,
ting ;D
tingg ~
has flew away at 5:34 PM ;
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